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a little about me 
"Ryan Higa is the shizzzzzaaaaaaaaaaaaaat!"
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Keem BAHA 8D archives October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 credits you can remove this if you don't have a conscience. i assure you i will not hunt you down. skin by: Jane |
Wednesday, November 11 @ 10:54 PM
double take   sorry lah but sometimes I seriously forget that I have a blog! one thing I am most insecure about now - scoring even 1A OHMYGOD DIE DIE DIE 
:) ... just joking lah. Thursday, November 5 @ 3:07 AM
even when the sky is falling down  our silent treatments are always put in a box to be sent far away for a long period of time but only to come back adding in more heat and tension in the air when fights occur once more. it is not I who delivers this box, how can I when I have absolutely no say in this? when he is the elder and I am just a teenager too young to understand what life is all about. so where is this box now? as day changes to night and night changes to day, this box gets so full with ongoing grudges that it now overflows with hatred, anger, tears, and pain. I want to take in whatever I've let pass and scream WHY CANT YOU SEE IT to his face but to my better judgement, that would make matters worse."so do you think Beyonce's concert will be canceled?" I reply with a curt I dont know. he now mumbles words I can not make meaning of. "what?" he does it again. even if I put his words together, it sounds ridiculous. what does "so where is bob tonight" means? I simply stiffen up and ignore. the music that was playing in the background helped so much I quickly finish up the cleaning and close the door behind me. just... don't die on me yet. if you were to go now and my last memory of you is this, when does the thinking stops? Wednesday, November 4 @ 1:34 AM
how precious it weighs. each time I go back into that night my mind is hazed with echoed laughter and the feeling of lightness. I belong, here. I want to remember every moment, every word, every gaze and every emotion. each person play different songs to my ears, there is just too much to smile about when their differences brings so much life. my gratitude to these people are unmeasurable. look how far we've come. and how much we've grown. without realising I know what type of movies you like, what kind of music you're into. what food brings disgust to your appetite and what type of guys you look at. if there's shame I'll tell it to your face. if there's blame I'll tell it to your face. I've regain this peace again after so long... too long. and I thank you for that.   oh! it rained during tuition today! :DDD Tuesday, November 3 @ 11:41 PM
just You and I last sunday (which was suppose to be Beyonce's concert day) I was told that Lee Minho was gonna be in sungei wang to promote etude house. knowing how my younger sister LOVES the drama he acted in - Boys Over Flowers - and how upset she was about Beyonce's postponed concert, I managed to pursue my parents to let us go see Lee Minho. argh what a waste of time it was. I should've known better the management of the whole thing was bull but I let my hopes up anyway. security was crap, Lee Minho kept us waiting for hours and fans got into petty feuds due to limited space. seriously. we were all sweating and pushing and fighting just to get a glimpse of ONE human being and for what? just to sweat and push and fight more wtf. if it was a group which consisted of a few members then I understand lah. but this was just one smoking hot tall korean actor. why T_T my sister was totally excited of the whole thing - even said I was the best sister in the whole wide world - but ughhh. I got so annoyed with the whole thing I just brought her to Pavilion to karaoke with me instead wtf. Lee Minho was only there for 20 minutes sumore. WHY T_T the whole time waiting for Lee Minho's appearance we managed to get a little space for us to gawk at the stage. but then this indonesian man came. THAT'S when it all started. well to cut it short - I burped at his face for being inconsiderate, perverted and smelly. :)  this was three hours before he appeared. uh-huh, THREE! on stage.
eager, excited fans. hahahaha. he shoo-ed said indonesian male. yay. go sean kingston! :) 
in the karaoke lol @ 1:22 AM
왜 이렇게 난 자꾸 힘든데 the tap exam went much better than I expect it would. especially when the examiner chose one of JAMES MORRISON's song when we had to do free work (its the time where she'd give you sets of steps to do and you perform it) it felt as if luck was by my side :) I heart James Morrison more than I heart timtams okay now, THAT! means something. ekhem. supposedly there's this gig lined up for me this weekend but as for now I am so uncertain of the current situation the only thing I could do is just sit and wait. and wail over the fact that I am not there in the cinemas watching The Time Travelers Wife or Sherlock Holmes or This Is It. or that meatballs show sob. my spm preparations are a bit too... goyang kaki-ish.  full with karaoke events, yes that. oh really? Thursday, October 29 @ 5:48 PM
of shuffle ball changes, time steps and cramp rolls. I really really really just wanna go AWOL on this exam. seriously. SO SCARED LAH WEI!!!  feet, please don't freeze up like the last time. PLEASE OHMYGOD /die Wednesday, October 28 @ 6:44 PM
when moderation is not a necessity its within my reach, this happiness. the taste of fleeting rush of my every waking moment has quiet down for too long now. fear seeps in and out of solitude and I'm just as helpless as to doing something about it. giving myself a break now and then, even that, seems like a very wrong thing to do. when weekends are as sleepless - that's when its scariest. (awww, Aiza's playlist has very old dongbangshinki songs! those which I've been DYING to listen to. I remember how I used to sneak my old mp3 player in during finals when I was form 2-3. sigh how carefree and DBSG-fied I was.) am at Aiza's place now - she's having tuition. I miss Miso. she was absent today and I called her up an hour ago but apparently she's too busy. PFFFT. you stupid korean wheres my starbucks ice-cream T-T I've given up every inch of hope for my tap. I should've just sticked to my decision of not being bothered by it at all this year. all these untangled relationships, after spm la kay? after spm. wanna know a secret? sometimes as I walk pass the juniors I secretly wish they were my age. then it wouldn't be faulty to date such hotties. Saturday, October 24 @ 6:07 PM
please? I am most at east when its raining. I love the rain. Can it please rain now? Thursday, October 22 @ 7:17 AM
still loving ice-cream  if i could lay my finger on this, this would be the time to say - give me more time.22 more days to THE exam, and 3 more days to my tap exam. if i stop to think, i would've gone bonkers a long time ago. don't you just love The Script's and Kris Allen's Gotta Live Like We're Dying? songs like this are perfect to allow some self-indulgence, no matter the insanity. the only thing I want to do is download songs, is that so hard!? connection has been sucky for the past month thus the lack of updates. restraining myself from youtube was a definite upgrade in my studying. but its never enough, is it? I have so much more to cover up I just wanna sit down and cry. not long ago I was placed in a situation where truth was laid out like a perfect mind map - but the key here, was to lie. not to them, but to myself. in the space that's too small catching up with the gazes tears ran like wildfire. in another situation, I fought for what I believed in and ended up being succumbed to my own agony. out of respect, silent wars grew and is now plotting its next plan. its sad really. just, sad. so thats how I've been - sad. dealing with different people - to love and to be loved. to see one give up on another takes the cherry on top. seeing the amount of manipulation done I can't explain why its not enough. its amazing how one can turn it all around to save themselves and walk away, guiltless. kudos to you, my friend. Thursday, October 8 @ 8:41 PM
trials has officially ended 8D YES! SA-CHIE IS BACK! MOST DEFINITELY INCREDIBLE, HEY MOVE S TO THE A TO THE CHIE CHIE! wtf.  Wednesday, October 7 @ 2:17 AM
efforts worth bawling over for again and again two more papers of art, and spm countdown begins there.  ...haha aiyoh I sound so friggin serious, its cracking me up. but really lah, I was about to post something like OMG TRIALS IS OVER OH YEAH BABY LICK ME but the real SPM is still to come darn it. so anyway I had so much sleep last night it felt so goooooooood. it seems like sleeping is the most impossible thing to do now. sigh. growing up la kan. last night I crashed at Za's along with Miso. stupid korean kept hugging me in her sleep (actually I like very much wan kekeke^-^) and stupid goldfish kept sleeping in between movies haha. actually thinking back our sleeping pattern last night was pretty hilarious. when one was awake and alive, the other two was dreaming away. yes yes I shall start studying for art soon but let me share with you my dilemma now first! so right, after SPM ends, go to Korea first or Japan? pfft yes, that's my dilemma but hey this is a life crisis thing okay!!! my masa depan begitu merunsingkan! wtf. bye ^.^  Saturday, October 3 @ 9:13 PM
loose grip Hi. I'm still alive, though my mentality of everything is vastly changing so blogging time will reduce until SPM is over and done with. to-do after trials : watch SBS Idol Big Show. wait for me :'( Monday, September 28 @ 3:45 AM
HERRO KYUHYUB HERE. Hello, nice weather! This is Heon Sui Kim blogging. ;3 Amira sachie please stop being so jealous of me just because I sleep an hour a day and you fail to do so. ;P Fyi, I am the awesomest person alive because I've been sitting in front of the computer screen this whole week from day to night watching Intimate Note, Star King, Explore the Human Body, etc. ;) Btw, let me share with you some lovely pictures of sach/slut.       okay thank you very kamsa, I shall study sejarah now, 4 more hours and I'll be leaving for school. MLIA. mwah ♥ Sunday, September 27 @ 1:18 PM
countdown to karaoke starts tomorrow! so yesterday morning I had tap class, attended two open houses and cousin's wedding and was home at 12 at night. I just finished tuition and went to tap class. I'm tired. now waiting for sister to finish so I can go home and start studying. I'll stay awake until my brain stops working - that's all I can say for now. I, am God ♥ you are too teehee. except for Heon Sui Kim. she's just mentally retarded + physically distorted and she is made of butterflies that fart. THIS IS HOWIE DO IT! Friday, September 25 @ 1:36 PM
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sinful indulgence  assalamualaikum!oh, the title says it all. food food and glorious food. so the second day of raya was a blast. so was the third day. and the fourth, fifth, sixth... I wasn't able to find time to update this blog because I was busy with tuition, spring cleaning, catching up with relatives and guests, visit friends and relatives and stalk youtube until 5 in the morning. more open houses to attend (more duit raya to collect teehee!), cousin's wedding is coming and how exactly does Trials fit into all these? I don't know. seriously, I don't. so I've come up with a brilliant idea! chug all this crazy thick spm books in my school bag and bring it everywhere I go tada! :D :D :D ... yeah wtf. this year's raya highlight would be the raya cookies. so many I couldn't believe my eyes. none of this was bought by the way, it was all gifts from friends and from hampers that's why I was in awe when we took it out and started putting it all in different casings. there's still a lot more in my kitchen drawer now, I shall bring it all to school on Monday next week! :D  this part of the house would be MY spot hahaha. where I would entertain the guests, and myself wth. I also crashed on the sofa on the second day because all that layan-ing was extremely exhausting. I was running back and forth refilling drinks, food, washing the dishes, making sure the cats was well-fed (and sisters pffft), and etc.my phone kept having raya wishes coming and it was exceptionally sweet coming from my non-Muslim friends. you know who you are, thank you! it was very sweet and it totally made my day :)   mom's rendang never fails to satisfy. always finger-licking good! every year, no doubt. those who couldn't make it to the open house I really tried to save some rendang for you okay but epic fail :( children who brighten the atmosphere with their high-pitched screaming and never-ending exaggerated motions. I was really amazed at their energy man. we watched this zombie movie The Day of The Dead and hahaha someone farted in the middle of a gruesome scene. damn funny can die. tsk, pa :p : )Sunday, September 20 @ 9:33 AM
♥ selamat hari raya ♥ and I'm back from first day raya-ing! I can feel the difference in my weight ALREADY hahaha... ... not funny wtf ah well. usually every night of raya we'll all sit infront of the tv listening to the takbir raya and reminisce of our late ones. friends, family, etc. I can't help but wonder how are they doing, you know, on the other side? so many have passed on and though it has been months/years? I can still taste that denial. that shock when news came. how are you, really? grandma, adi, and hakeem... another raya passes by without you but that's only physically, we still remember and think of you, and we miss you. always :)
this goes to my dad's side though, I used to be so close to my mom's side, but thats all different now. the last time we talked to each other was what, years ago? admittedly I miss them a lot. my sisters miss them like hell too. we were this close, like seriously. I'd fall asleep crying wondering why did it have to end this way but growing up I see no point getting upset over it already. I'm just glad I have very fond and vivid memories of time spent with them :)  Friday, September 18 @ 10:59 PM
7-1=0  we are rockstars.I, is awesome. SO TIRED OMG THREE DAYS IN A ROW SLEEP AT 5 AM I KEEP PASSING OUT! @ 3:26 PM
quick update back from best friend's birthday celebration, room is in its messiest state ever, my period is here so I "Raya" already (not very happy about it because that means I have to replace-puasa more) tuition in 30 minutes, Deanna wants to use the comp so I shall leave. and I just read that 2PM will continue as a 6-member group. I'm secretly wishing for it to rain during tuition later. bye! :) edit (3:43pm) : haha! its really raining! :) :) :) Thursday, September 17 @ 2:43 AM
♥♥♥ FRIDAY IS A HOLIDAY!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! do you know how happy I am now do you do you do you wtf I'm so happy I'd pole dance for the guards man. yay no school! joy to the world, joy to the heavens above, joy to the bitches and sluts and whores I love you everybody.  |
