its so hard to get a good shut eye nowadays.
i hardly get any sleep at all actually.
all in all i'm somewhat grounded. boo. sucks. the second day and i'm already getting restless.
i wanna go out so badly its not even funny anymore.
rehabilitation sucks. ha-ha.

Australia trip is so near.. i wish i dont ever have to come back again.
what awaits anyway. tuition. part-time job. outings. parties. sleepovers. then what.
why am i not excited :(


eh.


i remember this!
... for a moment ago i thought, aww, this!
now remembering how shitty the whole deceiving denial was, it sucked.
very bad.
lovehate relationships. what to do?
ihatechu. no ow i wuv u.

its 3:58am now.
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