I remember how hard it was to walk all the way from the courtyard to the guardhouse. then watch them go into the bus and leave sri garden for good. tears cloud our eyes, heavy sighs burdens the heart and last words lingers right at the tip of our lips. I remember being pulled into Jun's chest and crying my eyes out, promising I'd stop crying very soon. I remember Sohei's shocked expression as he witnessed such scene. I remember how hard it was to look at them at that time...
I remember how we had to send them off from twin towers to putrajaya. their bus was already about to take off, and we were trying to find a way, any way at all, to follow them. eventhough I knew we were gonna see each other in a few hours times at the airport, it scared me to death thinking if our plans would go wrong and that would be our last moment together. as the bus slowly departed, it really felt like one of those make-a-run-for-it moments in those dramas I saw.
thank god I had friends to accompany me during the last few moments with them, you know who you are! thank you Rachel, Kyean, Soo Vyen, and Michelle! :)
farewells are always bittersweet. in this case, it was very very VERY sad (T_T)
we created such a strong bond together, and who'd guess tears would be shed because well, the Yakuza Gang consists of boys and boys only.
sob sob.
I really hope we'll always keep in contact. and I really really really hope the excitement that stayed with us for that 4 days will continue on growing till we meet each other one day.
... yakusoku?