hello, my perfect little punching bag.

listening to this song right now puts me in this state of awe and fear. I hate waking up drenched in sweat and finding myself surrounded with nothing but darkness when its bright outside, carefree kids running around and neighbours walking their dogs. frantically searching for a presence, a soul, a familiar face, I'd go. I hear their voices and I thank god that it was just a dream, a very bad nightmare.
but whats the difference? in here, all they do is hate and fight. there, same thing.
when love seems possible. eternal. true.
is it really just naive thinking?
what about you, will you be able to create such pain, if you're able to give me such joy in my life now.

close your eyes. breathe.

tomorrow is a new day, they say, but its gonna come back to this. 0 comments