I haven't seen you for almost a year.
I haven't talked to you for almost four months.

the only communication we do have is how I frequently visit your homepage, stare at your picture and just hope at the end of the day that you'd search for me.
even if it was reasoned just because.

the dreams are back.

every waking moment, I see your face.

do you still press your eyelids together every time you get tired haha.
or how red and sweaty you get when you eat something spicy.
or how you clap your hands as you break into laughter?

if only you knew.

how brutal this gets.

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YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE on a happier note, unborn wasn't all that terrifying. not bad la. rate it 6.5/10! that is why I'm not gonna bug my sister to sleep with me tonight heh. the actors are so freakin' hot omg... the actress looks exactly like Megan Foxx and her boyfriend is James from Twilight. and there was a sex scene FUIYOH. hot people making hot hot love hahaha man this is so wrong. mummy if you're reading this, I'm not who you think I am wtf.

it's three in the morning and I have approximately... three hours to sleep pffft!

tomolo will be a buzzee buzzee day.