what the back of my calculator looks like.

sitting there praying to God to ease the pain as tears fill my eyes, what a way to start off the holidays! so painful lo, my stomach cramps are beyond excruciation. sometimes I get so convinced that I am gonna take my last breathe whilst sitting on a toilet bowl wtf. I remember how paranoid I got when my godsis told me that her friend died because of stomachaches... *shrugs*

I am so proud of myself, I actually went to school today when I know the old Sachie wouldn't even bother pondering at the choice of going to school or not. I sleptover at Hanim's then we went to school together! so nice leh the feeling! I think this is my first time doing so? so exciting hahaha omg lah I sound like a little kid here :p

her lovely, cottage-feel bedroom

hahaha me and her big blue ball!

so sad when I found out her crab died, wanted to camwhore with it. RIP crabby, I'm sorry that you always have to see Hanim undress everyday :p

happier times of MASHH. memories memories memories :)

I spent the night listening and admiring Saiful's smooth playing on the piano, his husky voice when he sings and the lyrics he created. so damn talented la this guy! it felt like I was in a private concert, a concert for me - the very lucky fan hahaha aweeeesomeness!
oh and Hanim, I'm sorry that I am weirder when I'm asleep... so emberassing my god. Keem, remember when you told me that I smiled and caressed your face when I was asleep? wtf I smiled again and talked to Hanim in my sleep T-T

when I woke up, Hanim was sleeping on the floor hahahaha was I that freaky??

actually I have MANY stories of me talking jibberish, smiling or laughing, and touching other people when I'm asleep wtf. damn sad case man. and I think its getting worser each day...

awwww! so cute, right!

I just remembered that there is no tap class tomorrow. for a second there I wanted to cry, this is just too good. too perfect. everything is smooth-sailing, I feel like slapping myself out of this reverie. but its not. its... for real :)

... okay that is totally exaggerated hahaha but see!!! how much of a drag it is to go to tap class! don't get me wrong though, I LOVE tap dancing. but it is she, who I don't look up to, who I cannot respect. so yeah.

can't let the music stop, until I touch your hand