everyone's ill. everyone's falling in and out of love. everyone's confused.

as for me, I am sliding down the rope of the latter, safely putting both feet to the ground. as I look up at my besieged journey, I find myself bewildered to see three of my best friends being pulled up up up into the foggy mist until I couldn't see them anymore.

!!!

a text message just came in.

make that four best friends.

still dazed. what do I do?

am not liking how I automatically turn to vulgarity to hide what I'm really feeling, even if its something good. and for some strange reason, I am only hating you more and more. because I keep wanting to forgive, to welcome you back, to shower you with affection and love and togetherness but after all that has happened, why can't you be the one to come to me this time? because you don't care. so why should I, right?

LEARN TO LET GO. LEARN TO LET GO. MIAO.

on a happier note, all these career week talk thing screams sleep, PSPs, chick lits, camwhoring and junk food. alright then. I shall start my to-do list for tomorrow with :

a) Hello Panda
b) sweater / small pillow
c) Galaxie magazine, april may and june issue.
d) Be Careful What You Wish For novel
e) buy lots and lots of prepaid... maybe not

oh oh! I was playing with my kittens today, they're still intimidated with humans so I squatted down to ease their fear a bit. that didn't work. so I lied down and held out to them slowly and it worked, they purred and oozed cuteness like omgwtfbbq then pranced off. as I layed there, on my kitchen floor, I felt so relaxed, I fell asleep.

... a-ma-zing =_="

I woke up to the scream of my housekeeper, Annie. she thought I FAINTED hahaha!

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