what happened yesterday, was madness. the whole situation just kept weighing in and the only thing I could do was try to stop thinking about it. this is why iPods are invented right? my own mother wasn't much of a help and that wine on the table was so tempting I had to talk to someone about it soon. then I saw my sister. she could tell I was crying, and she was the only one who offered me a hug. ALL I WANTED WAS A HUGGG! hahaha I sound like someone who's desperate for affection. YALA MY OWN MOM ALSO BULLY ME. GROAR. I lack love wtf. I'm just joking okay :P

sometimes similar situations really show who you can really depend on when you need a shoulder to lean on. or when ice-cream doesn't help. I silenced as they chattered away, feeling as small as ever. Do they care? or a prom table plays more significance compared to my life? then another one. I walked away as fast as I could, wishing I had never come. the funny thing was that, she cared. maybe I'm looking at this the wrong way. only God knows.

... I am so bloated. aunts keep showering us with food. it seems like its never gonna end -_-"

had rehearsel just now. I kept cringing at my singing as it was downright awful. SO NERVOUS!!!

and btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MADIHAH!!! 0 comments