death has been a very sensitive issue for me recently. maybe this is why I'm acting so? maybe I just want to LIVE for a while. to know I'm capable of such, to know it can always be done. to feel that feeling of freedom, maybe.

with the accompany of the tengku, we went out to watch the latest movie of Harry Potter. I've always wanted to start reading the book but as usual, I keep forgetting. this memory issue is starting to worry me. if at age 17 I forget everything as fast as the speed of light, what is to become of me in ten years time! anyway, the turnout in GSC was... amazing. ofcourse I expected a big number of HP fans to bombard the place but not that many!

while queueing in line for popcorn I met a childhood friend who I haven't seen in years. it felt so good to see her! all grown up and all. ofcourse we both screamed when we saw each other so... yeah... that was a little emberassing. totally uncalled for but couldn't help it. how could I possibly contain the excitement when I saw her! we used to shower together for God's sake!

I remember how my mom would send me off at her house when I was still a toddler and I would cry my eyes out seeing my mom leave to go to work. but she was there, though she was always the smaller petite one, I was always the baby. the manja princess. the crybaby. she would be the one telling me to stop crying and that it would be okay, as long as we play masak-masak wtf. bottom line I'm still hyped that we met there, today. of all places, of all events, haha.

is it me or all the really good-looking guys nowadays are always two years (and above) younger than me? either that, or they're gay. FML.

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