it has been a crazy night. when carrying a knife around and plotting an escape plan is necessary, it has taught me a great lesson. never, ever leave the gate open when you're too distracted by Ghost Whisperer on tv. it was very unfortunate that all our phones were unreliable. thank thank God it wasn't who I thought it was, that creepy stalker guy who waited outside our house at a very odd hour. I became super paranoid after that, as I had two younger sisters to protect.

we fell asleep locked in our parents room, with knives and pepper spray squeezed in between, and I woke up by the sound of my dad's snoring. until now I've just been so awake together with the youngest, Deanna. as I'm typing this she is giggling her butt off watching Hannah Montana. oh, Kim Possible is next. heyyy, the Rock is in hannah montana fuhyoh. disney stars get everything haha

jonas brother's What I Go To School For is such a cute song hahaha
& demi levato's La La Land is nice! I thought it was paramore atfirst when I heard it playing in youtube.

I have so many plans for tomorrow.
all these second chances, I am nothing to deserve such. sometimes all that I wanna say is,
thank you :)

I miss my camera. I miss it so damn much and I bet you do, too. don't you come here with the intention to view pictures mainly? I still don't know how to let it slip to dad, but since this happens averagely less than often... it should be... tolerable?

I also miss my language classes. I stopped both momentarily cause of SPM but honestly, what difference does it make? I have more free time which normally ends up with non-educational stuffs, like now, usage of internet hahaha. but it does help on the expenses part, so that means everything.


you were this close to closing deals
but you figured it best if you ignore it
nothing more than longing you were uninvolved.
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