I knew he was insincere, but I just let the man con me.

I was that dispirited. I found out about it earlier but only until I saw the pictures was I overwhelmed with astonishment. each fragment concerns trust, they know that very damn well. my morosity betrays my insecurity, they know that very damn well too. the next time I choose to open up and start caring for a friend, smack me in head will you?

I don't mean in general, ofcourse.

I still have retards who I care for, who I can pick a fight over ice-cream with me :)
(Miso wtf. eh stupid korean I want my starbucks java chip ice-cream!!!)
(and ofcourse, Kim. aiyah we're bound for eternity lah wtf)
(hello, Sue Yii! you horny bitch who tormented me in my younger high school years. you make me cry hahaha)

you know, enough of caring about what people think. I like, then I like la. why manipulate my own feelings when I know, I like that friend goddamn it. I should stop, those who are not worth fighting for, you've all made it clear. fucking clear :)

wtf I'm feeling better already. that is why I love blogging, it makes me feel better in 0.000005 seconds heh. I bought He's Just Not That Into You two days ago and for some reason I've been so reluctant to watch it. I'm excited at the thought of snuggling in between my fat cat and soft crispy pillows with a mug of hot milo in hand while watching it, and crying at the end because I am such a softy lidat, but I can't seem to just, DO it. I think its this art folio. it must be this art folio.

I drove today, and its not as easy as I thought it would be. my confidence was crushed kao kao on the first round.

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