argh I hate feeling all weary and weak and lethargic. and when I just want to sleep it off, I can't fall asleep. this puasa month started off okay and bearable but this week I've been feeling the effect slowly crawling up my throat. I woke up for sahur today, other days I'd not bother but today I did cause I couldn't stand that dehydrated feeling anymore. so I woke up, filled my tummy with lots of fluids and energy-filled food and slept back again. but when I woke up today I felt this huge lump on my throat that urged myself to vomit. so uncomfortable.

and no matter how much I fill myself up during buka puasa(I eat so so much! seriously. the food I consume can't miraculously dissapear right!!!), the next day I'd feel SO tired I wondered if something else was wrong with me. whyyy :( the first two weeks of puasa was fine. until now. my two younger sisters are going strong and fine and ironically I'm the one whining hahaha. well atleast Raya's coming in a week or less. to many muslims puasa stops there but not for me SOB. I still have to replace the days I had "strawberry" wtf.

trials.
at this rate it's a little too naive to expect flying colours.
not stressed about it at all but I panic about it easily but that'd stay for like few seconds or so. eh quite fun leh, suddenly jerk up when I see the list of topics I haven't read yet.

it seems like I want to pass my tap exam more than SPM pfft. do you know this year's tap exam is highly significant for my future! wah so pressured can. its right after trials and aiyoh, I had class just now and seeing how my feet froze in between counts my confidence level dropped kao kao. I still can't get my balancing right and apparently my pick-up skills are too low.

by the way,
I found more super old pics like 4-5 years ago taken with my phone and thought of sharing some here.