its within my reach, this happiness. the taste of fleeting rush of my every waking moment has quiet down for too long now. fear seeps in and out of solitude and I'm just as helpless as to doing something about it. giving myself a break now and then, even that, seems like a very wrong thing to do. when weekends are as sleepless - that's when its scariest.

(awww, Aiza's playlist has very old dongbangshinki songs! those which I've been DYING to listen to. I remember how I used to sneak my old mp3 player in during finals when I was form 2-3. sigh how carefree and DBSG-fied I was.)

am at Aiza's place now - she's having tuition. I miss Miso. she was absent today and I called her up an hour ago but apparently she's too busy. PFFFT. you stupid korean wheres my starbucks ice-cream T-T I've given up every inch of hope for my tap. I should've just sticked to my decision of not being bothered by it at all this year.

all these untangled relationships, after spm la kay? after spm.

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sometimes as I walk pass the juniors I secretly wish they were my age. then it wouldn't be faulty to date such hotties. 0 comments