*1 new text message*

"zomggg hii. hahaha am at the seminar now and its boring as hell!! :("

hahahaha haih, poor girl!

temptation, go away!!!
arghhh I can't think straight anymore (-.-;)




they is played badminton, I is took secret picture! 8D

Rach, Takuya is officially my favourite e-mail partner!!!
Kyean, u retard. u left my pendrive in my house and its not updated groar! *spanks*
Chris, where's the pictures wuwuwu.
Nick, we need to talk more!!!
Chea, good luck with moving!! hope its a better place (*.*)
Brenda, OMG LAH KWON SISTA WHERE ARE U!! WHY NO NEWS FROM U WAN! *slaps*
Hanisah, kekeke I'll make sure I'll talk to him about uuu only kekeke...
Kim, HAHAHAHAHHA YOU! :P
Sue Yii, *smirks and winks* let's make outtttt HAHAHA
Aiza, AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAA *dies*

:P

la la la la goodbye days~ (8) 0 comments

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA I LAUGHED LIKE CRAZY!

2) Naoki went to the toilet to take a bath but he didn't know how to use the shower. because he was already IN the toilet, Sohei searched for me and asked for my help. I couldn't explain to Sohei cause I know he won't understand so like, the only thing I should do is just go into the toilet and show them how to. Hahahahahaa omg lah. before I went in, I kept telling Sohei to tell Naoki to wear a towel, you know, to cover up his akhem.

HAHAHAHA THEN.

Sohei went "IMPORTANT!! IMPORTANT!! IMPORTANT!!" while gesturing to HIS akhem telling Naoki to close his akhem. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA DAMN FUNNY OMGGG. I LAUGH LIKE SIAO!!!

aiyoh, you do not know how many times already I see them half naked. too many times until they're not shy when I'm around already. when I was taking a nap, my panties was showing and they saw la please. HAHA WHY WE ALL SO OBSCENE WAN!!!

no pictures here. hahah crazy ah omg. if I took picture they'd sure call me hentai!

3)

Hahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!

"sexy posee!! sexy posee!!"

*poses*

aih.. miss them like crazy (T_T) 0 comments

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this time its different. its so much more. (T_T)

I remember how hard it was to walk all the way from the courtyard to the guardhouse. then watch them go into the bus and leave sri garden for good. tears cloud our eyes, heavy sighs burdens the heart and last words lingers right at the tip of our lips. I remember being pulled into Jun's chest and crying my eyes out, promising I'd stop crying very soon. I remember Sohei's shocked expression as he witnessed such scene. I remember how hard it was to look at them at that time...

I remember how we had to send them off from twin towers to putrajaya. their bus was already about to take off, and we were trying to find a way, any way at all, to follow them. eventhough I knew we were gonna see each other in a few hours times at the airport, it scared me to death thinking if our plans would go wrong and that would be our last moment together. as the bus slowly departed, it really felt like one of those make-a-run-for-it moments in those dramas I saw.

thank god I had friends to accompany me during the last few moments with them, you know who you are! thank you Rachel, Kyean, Soo Vyen, and Michelle! :)

farewells are always bittersweet. in this case, it was very very VERY sad (T_T)
we created such a strong bond together, and who'd guess tears would be shed because well, the Yakuza Gang consists of boys and boys only.

sob sob.
I really hope we'll always keep in contact. and I really really really hope the excitement that stayed with us for that 4 days will continue on growing till we meet each other one day.

... yakusoku?

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... GAHAHAHAHA XD 0 comments

Naoki, Sohei, Yoji, Atsuhito, crazy Toshiki, Kento, Yesuchika, Ryoma, Ryo, Toshiki, Okatsu, Kohei, Junya, Yoichi, Yuuki..
Ai, Yuri, Junichi, Daiki, Risa, Manami, Saki, Naoki, Takuya..

this is exactly when forever seems ...possible. and nothing, and I mean nothing at all, can go wrong.

I MISS YOU GUYS!!!

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it is 3:13 am.

I've been so tired with all the exchange programme preparation that I've been having very serious trouble sleeping. I just can't fall asleep!!! I'd always end up stressing myself about whats to be done, what to bring tomorrow, what plans need to be sketched out, names to be taken down, lists to complete, budget, teachers, students, banners, posters, places to go, students dislikes/likes, food to prepare, japanese japanese japanese! *explodes*

insomniacs, be my friend?

I even forgot that they're coming so soon wtf. just felt like we had to work, work, and work only. the excitement that stayed with me through six months, I only feel numbness in me now due to the stress. so sad can die. thank god a lot of my very very nice friends and other students are really making an effort to help and work this out together. or not... *shudders*

thank you so so much guys... ;(

what really ticked me off before was how we needed to succeed to his every expectations, to his degree of perfection. BUT he only gave us confirmation LAST MINUTE. then blame every little flaw on us. teehee. yala, u God ma!

to me now, naps are the most glorious thing EVER. oh god... to be able to just get a quick shut-eye... to be able to just drift away to slumber land and forget about everything that is going on, ohhhh... *drools wtf*

today has been really... funny.
cause one, I dropped off Hanim, Rachel and Steven at menara polo right after Hanim screaming my name when Grandma and I were about to drive off of school. hahaha retards! apa la u guys! taxi also ditch u guys liao! :P

then two, I thought I was 30 minutes late to class (yeah, thanks Hanim :p) but I was early wtf! pretty embarrassing when I ended up stuttering very nervously explaining why I was late when I wasn't.

three, lightning and thunder scares the shit outta me. it was raining like, SUPER HEAVILY and thunder was like SUPER loud and lightning SUPER scary and I had to walk in the open air, in the middle of the crazy typhoon to get my bag on the other side of the courtyard. T_T every time I build up the courage to just make a run for it, the image of me getting strike by lightning and just... die there kept appearing! -_-" stupid lulu, I was purposely implying every reason to make an impression that I need a companion to go get it. wanted him to follow me so akhem, can finally squeeze in some lulu and sach alone time but AIYOH. HE JUST EXPLAIN TO ME HOW TO USE A LONGER, SAFER WAY THEN CIAO. potong steam sial! staring at the window whining and wishing over and over again for my bag to just miraculously appear in front of my eyes didn't help. coincidentally one of my good friends was still in school so he teman me go take. thanks, mojojojo! ^^

four, a friend of mine jokingly reasoned I was his first love. yes, J, it is permanently burned into my brain thank you very much! T_T

five, I brought my tap shoes to school today because right after school was my tap class. Mel, you know what happens next! hahaha I lent her my shoes and she tapped non-stop weh. haha it was very cute, like the movie Happy Feet. then I demonstrated a little to show how tap dancing really is like and now they call me. The Tapper. wtf.

3:50 am.

I just finished listing out places and things to do during the home stay and wow, one heck of a list it is! I guess the main reason why I'm so easily stressed with this is because this is my last year of hosting. do you know how very sad that is? for someone who willingly agreed to stay in this hellhole cause of this programme. this programme means so much to me and this is my last chance of making it enjoyable, memorable and perfect. usually to make that happen, to me, is by doing things spontaneously. you just don't know whats gonna happen next so it pretty exciting. but spontaneity really doesn't apply much in this programme. sob.

it is 4:09 am now and I am chatting with Aiza online. oh yesh, she wakes up at this time to finish WORK. now tell me, who is the crazy one here?

:p

[§] says:
weh im blogging now
[§] says:
type smtg here cause i wanna copy and paste it to my blog
[§] says:
since we're chatting at 4 am in the morning
[§] says:
like a msg to me keke

i.za. says:
this whole convo?! O_O

[§] says:
HAHAHA NO LAH
[§] says:
i'll just quote u lah!

i.za. says:
sachieicanhazcheezeburger can't borrow my cam. she dunno how to use
i.za. says:
wtf
i.za. says:
what to type?

then.

i.za. says:
weh my burpings getting better :D

HAHAHAHA ILY <3

was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me?
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I desperately wish to not wake up and finding myself stuck in the same situation again.


when I'm left with only me, I can't sleep. I know there'll be more dreaded hours tossing and turning later. ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH I WANNA SCREAM AND CRY AND SHOUT OMGGGGGG TRAIN WRECKKKKKK.

my camera's still under repair so sorry la, for the very LQ pictures. like he always say, "my wish la!" :p

me and my babis at a candy shop.

Others only read of the love, the love that I love.

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ohmygollygee few more days, few more days!!

valentines at school was bullocks. valentines outside school though, now thats a celebration :)

MAMAK ALL THE WAYYY! hahahaha 0 comments

tunggu ar, I'll make sure I'll make a post dedicated to you! ^^

all this birthdays of my love ones, hehe makes me feel so contented and happy :)

argh my fingers are hurting so badly from all this colouring. all for the japs, all for the japs!!!

cause you and I both, loved. 0 comments

I remember how frustrated and angry I got when I was told I'm nowhere near the tournament. (went berzerk during practise and then I accidently hurt my right elbow. painful like siao -_-") now that I am, but she is not, I only feel worse. C, I'll do this for you. I'll do my best and TRY to win it for you kay? er I seriously doubt the winning part so uh, fingers crossed!!! again, I'm really sorry that THIS had to happen at the very last minute. especially to you. please know that I didn't mean or ask for ANY of this to happen... kay? :(

aih teachers, teachers, teachers.

on a happier note, had a very wonderful evening with the fam.
how very very funny. not long ago I remember cursing like crazy over what she did and not long after there we were laughing over Deanna's hoarse voice and naked man running around... naked. haha.


nothing feels right when I'm not with you,
sick of this dress and this Jimmy Choos. 0 comments

I won't worry my life away :) 0 comments

FREEDOM!!! WEEEEE *runs around in circles*


okay its 3:55 am now. this is crazy. all I can think about is... shontelle and...food!
now I see stars wtf.
night 8D 0 comments

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times like these is when I'm widely awake, truly aware to my surroundings, pumping with adrenaline, excitement, focus and anxiety. times like these, I get to be one with my mind, to think what I should be thinking rationally. I'll also regret not having enough sleep which I will later torture myself into naps in between lessons. teehee!

this flu is making me sound like a frog. or a man.
and for the weirdest reasons, I like it that I sound like a... man, frog... ?
its like I'm another person 8D

the rush of being awaken to the sight of chocolates, mmm.
the rush of being slapped in the face that it was just a dream, boo.


SNAPS BSHMAPS!


you dont know how lucky you are to be living your own fairytale!
again and again and again.

a very happy me on rollerblades ^^

the piles of small pillows that I threw at Aiza. who miraculously slept it through PFFFFFT! it was so cold that I couldn't go back to sleep so I threw pillows at her so that she would wake up and layan me. but sigh, my attempts was, too, an epic fail cause the only thing I got out of her was a mere shake to the right. I laughed like a witch after every throw and even that didnt wake her up! crazy. tsktsk za! :p

oh and just so you know, Aiza's room always feel like a snow storm had just passed through. SO FREAKIN COLD! she herself named her as Ice Queen.

... I secretly think she's married to Santa Claus :3

Lion dance!!!
it was so cool until Ali came over. HAHA joking.... akhem... :P
this guy in the picture above, wahlao his stamina damn geng. geng-er than Bruce Lee or Jackie Chan! or atleast thats what I wanna believe...
anyway, his performance was totally jaw dropping because he's my age! 17! *crowd gasps*

wtf.

:)))

shit I just found out something and ohmygod.. I don't want to go to school tomorrow O_O

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