Hello, nice weather! This is Heon Sui Kim blogging. ;3

Amira sachie please stop being so jealous of me just because I sleep an hour a day and you fail to do so. ;P Fyi, I am the awesomest person alive because I've been sitting in front of the computer screen this whole week from day to night watching Intimate Note, Star King, Explore the Human Body, etc. ;)
Btw, let me share with you some lovely pictures of sach/slut.




okay thank you very kamsa, I shall study sejarah now, 4 more hours and I'll be leaving for school. MLIA. mwah ♥ 0 comments

so yesterday morning I had tap class, attended two open houses and cousin's wedding and was home at 12 at night.

I just finished tuition and went to tap class.

I'm tired.

now waiting for sister to finish so I can go home and start studying.

I'll stay awake until my brain stops working - that's all I can say for now.

I, am God ♥
you are too teehee.
except for Heon Sui Kim. she's just mentally retarded + physically distorted and she is made of butterflies that fart. THIS IS HOWIE DO IT! 0 comments

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assalamualaikum!

oh, the title says it all. food food and glorious food. so the second day of raya was a blast. so was the third day. and the fourth, fifth, sixth... I wasn't able to find time to update this blog because I was busy with tuition, spring cleaning, catching up with relatives and guests, visit friends and relatives and stalk youtube until 5 in the morning.

more open houses to attend (more duit raya to collect teehee!), cousin's wedding is coming and how exactly does Trials fit into all these? I don't know.

seriously, I don't.

so I've come up with a brilliant idea! chug all this crazy thick spm books in my school bag and bring it everywhere I go tada! :D :D :D

... yeah wtf.

this year's raya highlight would be the raya cookies. so many I couldn't believe my eyes. none of this was bought by the way, it was all gifts from friends and from hampers that's why I was in awe when we took it out and started putting it all in different casings. there's still a lot more in my kitchen drawer now, I shall bring it all to school on Monday next week! :D

this part of the house would be MY spot hahaha. where I would entertain the guests, and myself wth. I also crashed on the sofa on the second day because all that layan-ing was extremely exhausting. I was running back and forth refilling drinks, food, washing the dishes, making sure the cats was well-fed (and sisters pffft), and etc.

my phone kept having raya wishes coming and it was exceptionally sweet coming from my non-Muslim friends. you know who you are, thank you! it was very sweet and it totally made my day :)

mom's rendang never fails to satisfy. always finger-licking good! every year, no doubt. those who couldn't make it to the open house I really tried to save some rendang for you okay but epic fail :(

children who brighten the atmosphere with their high-pitched screaming and never-ending exaggerated motions. I was really amazed at their energy man. we watched this zombie movie The Day of The Dead and hahaha someone farted in the middle of a gruesome scene. damn funny can die.

tsk, pa :p

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I had like, five ice-creams today. I kid you not.

I must restrain myself from spending my duit raya this year. strictly for overseas trips, only!!! Kyoto and Seoul, wait for me. I'll be there someday. by hook or by crook rawr wtf.

we talked more today - my cousins and I. usually I'd be the one sleeping in the guest room while they all hog the tv infront. the adults would be chatting away happily but to me, to bond and open up to my cousins is a little hard as it tends to get awkward very quickly and our age gap plays a huge disadvantage.

this goes to my dad's side though, I used to be so close to my mom's side, but thats all different now. the last time we talked to each other was what, years ago? admittedly I miss them a lot. my sisters miss them like hell too. we were this close, like seriously. I'd fall asleep crying wondering why did it have to end this way but growing up I see no point getting upset over it already. I'm just glad I have very fond and vivid memories of time spent with them :)

selamat hari raya to muslims and non-muslims, maaf zahir dan batin.

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we are rockstars.

I, is awesome.

SO TIRED OMG THREE DAYS IN A ROW SLEEP AT 5 AM I KEEP PASSING OUT!
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back from best friend's birthday celebration, room is in its messiest state ever, my period is here so I "Raya" already (not very happy about it because that means I have to replace-puasa more) tuition in 30 minutes, Deanna wants to use the comp so I shall leave.

and I just read that 2PM will continue as a 6-member group.

I'm secretly wishing for it to rain during tuition later.

bye! :)


edit (3:43pm) : haha! its really raining! :) :) :) 0 comments

FRIDAY IS A HOLIDAY!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

do you know how happy I am now do you do you do you wtf I'm so happy I'd pole dance for the guards man. yay no school! joy to the world, joy to the heavens above, joy to the bitches and sluts and whores I love you everybody.

I love you, you and you because there's no school on Friday ♥

peace out A-town wtf.

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a very dear friend of mine has officially turned 17 just mere seconds ago.

hmm, this ship has sailed 5 years and is still sailing - this "friend ship" of ours. I don't really remember much on how we met but I remember hanging out with her the most. or how I love hanging out with her the most. even now, though we've drifted in the middle of our senior years, reconciliation is smooth thanks to her personality. though much has changed, she's still a true friend. my true friend :)

happy 17th boobday keemzos.

of all the weird nicknames and silly phrases and stupid things we'd laugh at for hours a day.
of all the times you'd layan my attention-seeking moments.(me and my aegyo. can die I tell you)
of all the times you'd snap me back into reality just for my own benefit.
of all the times you'd accept me for who I am.
of all the times you come back even after I push you far far away.
of all the secrets you kept.
of all the nights we'd stay up chatting about random stuffs.
of all the exciting after-SPM plans we had for each other.

of e-ve-ry-thing we've been through,

thank you.

I'd remember you first if I do get to reach my goals and dreams in life. You are a true inspiration, you shine shine like sunshine! you're just... different from the others. you'd be the one I wouldn't hesitate calling best friend.

you're so skinny I wanna kill you!

TEEHEE ♥

I LOVE YOU BABI SHIT YOU NEVER TELL ME YOU LOVE ME I HATE YOU wtf. 0 comments

the funniest thing happened today. the fam went out for dim sum for dinner and as we finished eating, the restaurant was playing Titanic's well-known soundtrack - My Heart Will Go On by celine dion. when the song came to its climax, I pretended I was the heroine in the movie and did the titanic pose. disappointed that no one was joining/layaning my titanic-ism (wtf), I called out to my sister and said

"be in the moment with me Sha!"

*flings out arms*

... the moment I swing my arms backwards I accidentally smacked the bill my mom was holding and it went off flying and hit the ground. I was closing my eyes, so I thought I accidentally slapped my mom in the face. my mom looked so pissed off hahaha.


it rained again today, and that just made my day :) 0 comments

I love it when it rains.

watched Heartbreak Library yesterday night, le sigh. its been too long since I last enjoyed a korean movie :) 0 comments

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see, in the previous post I was just talking about the upside of fasting and today I woke up running to the toilet due to stomach pain. sangat the pedih lor. wait, maybe its because my period is coming. that's the only reason that make sense. if not, what!?

anyway, my camera is safely back home :D :D :D

yesterday the family went to shang ri la for dinner. its a family tradition? shall we call it that? cause every fasting month we'd go there once. this is the third year and it was the best yet! best food, best service, best customers (us) wtf.

the first section we kids ran to - dessert. my sisters BOWS DOWN to the chocolate fountain la please. whenever the word shang ri la is mentioned they'll break into squels "ehehehe chocolate fountain! chocolate fountain!"

I find tiny fruits fascinating. and exceptionally cute!

this was so good, I forced everyone to try haha. the strawberries tasted so fresh and the portion wasn't too big so it wasn't that sweet either. yummm.

Zana, my dad, and Sha. like, wow. he actually did the peace sign hahaha knowing him right, he's too cool for peace signs :p

while waiting for them to tell us that its buka puasa time already. I didn't really fancy the pasta but the smoked salmon!!! jizz-in-my-pants good wtf.

yours truly, pouting away waiting very patiently to buka puasa :p

... still waiting hahaha

I need to study I need to study I need to study.
I NEED TO STUDY.

the dinner was lovely. even if everything sucked it was nice having all my favourite people there all at once. dont know lah but I really treasure family time OUTSIDE of the house. it just gets ... different. like everyone's happier, so the mood is live and chatty and funny. nom nom nom. have been doing lots of thinking over activities after SPM. sigh, it gets me so excited but I seriously have to snap back into reality. like, hello! no point planning so much for the future if I don't study and get bad results >:O

and I keep wondering how are my formmates preparing for SPM.

study and no sleep, no eat?
study and no internet, no sleep, no eat?
study and no handphone, no girlfriend, no tv, no internet, no sleep, and no eat?

and I wonder who is really prepared and who is not. more than meets the eye leh.

and I wonder how the real SPM would be.

would we all be zombies walking around with SPM notes sticking on our faces?
would we all be crying each time we get out of the hall, cursing our tardiness?
or would we all be stripping because cannot tahan the pressure already hahaha.

the worst results I'd want in my certificate would be 4A's. well, wishful thinking lah, I mean, that's the LEAST that I want and it STILL seems out of reach. first things first, gotta get my mind off the internet. I shall request TMnet to cut off service till SPM is over. well, another wishful thinking lah. if that really happens I'd probably bawl my eyes out.

but I should right!!!

I'm so addicted to Youtube and allkpop now it doesnt seem normal. I could feel my life wasting away to advance technology but I couldn't be bothered to do anything. hahaha I sound like a very confused girl right now but actually its not a big deal :P

okay tap class now byebye!

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Hanim and her twin brother, Saiful :p doesnt this picture scream cuteness?


very pretty at night.
we held hands skipping. we galloped and ran. in heels.
we, are God ♥

so today I put an end to this misery and gleefully jumped around singing silly korean phrases, hoping to make up for the silence of the previous days. that heavy feeling faded for a moment till fasting took its toll on me. gah. so dehydrated and hungry and yesterday I slept very late so the only thing I wanted to do was sleep.

we had one of those deep talks today. amongst girlfriends and what I had to hear was refreshing. I enjoy conversations like these, though it may not seem as so (because I was so tired I was expressionless the whole time) but I really do.
that girl's dead now. she had been cornered and hidden for so long, coming back is just far from possible. the thing is, that's how I like it. I prefer being reserved and quiet to my own thoughts like this, than how I was before. but a lot defined it as emo, but aiyah what really matters is that I myself know I'm not suicidal emo then can already.

나 혼자서. 0 comments