see you after December the 8th ;)
Tuesday, November 17
picture says it all. soon I'll be free, and I'll get to sleep as much as I want.0 comments
arghhh
Saturday, November 14
sejarahhhhh :( :( :((teehee can't wait for tomorrow wtf) 0 comments
lights will guide you home
Thursday, November 12
and ignite your bones~banyak yang perlu difikirkan, sangat manyak-manyak-manyak. arigato gozaimasu pfft
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double take
Wednesday, November 11
sorry lah but sometimes I seriously forget that I have a blog!
one thing I am most insecure about now - scoring even 1A OHMYGOD DIE DIE DIE
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one thing I am most insecure about now - scoring even 1A OHMYGOD DIE DIE DIE
:)
... just joking lah.
very random :
my helper : ini buku-buku boleh kemas ke?
me : jangan-jangan!!! itu buku untuk sekolah
few minutes later
her : kamu ada ujian ya?
me : ya betul. ada peperiksaan sangat-sangat penting boleh mati!!
her : habis mengapa kamu main komputer?
... FML
even when the sky is falling down
Thursday, November 5
our silent treatments are always put in a box to be sent far away for a long period of time but only to come back adding in more heat and tension in the air when fights occur once more. it is not I who delivers this box, how can I when I have absolutely no say in this? when he is the elder and I am just a teenager too young to understand what life is all about. so where is this box now? as day changes to night and night changes to day, this box gets so full with ongoing grudges that it now overflows with hatred, anger, tears, and pain. I want to take in whatever I've let pass and scream WHY CANT YOU SEE IT to his face but to my better judgement, that would make matters worse."so do you think Beyonce's concert will be canceled?"
I reply with a curt I dont know.
he now mumbles words I can not make meaning of.
"what?"
he does it again.
even if I put his words together, it sounds ridiculous. what does "so where is bob tonight" means? I simply stiffen up and ignore. the music that was playing in the background helped so much I quickly finish up the cleaning and close the door behind me.
just... don't die on me yet.
if you were to go now and my last memory of you is this, when does the thinking stops? 0 comments
how precious it weighs.
Wednesday, November 4
each time I go back into that night my mind is hazed with echoed laughter and the feeling of lightness. I belong, here. I want to remember every moment, every word, every gaze and every emotion. each person play different songs to my ears, there is just too much to smile about when their differences brings so much life.
my gratitude to these people are unmeasurable. look how far we've come. and how much we've grown. without realising I know what type of movies you like, what kind of music you're into. what food brings disgust to your appetite and what type of guys you look at. if there's shame I'll tell it to your face. if there's blame I'll tell it to your face. I've regain this peace again after so long... too long. and I thank you for that.
my gratitude to these people are unmeasurable. look how far we've come. and how much we've grown. without realising I know what type of movies you like, what kind of music you're into. what food brings disgust to your appetite and what type of guys you look at. if there's shame I'll tell it to your face. if there's blame I'll tell it to your face. I've regain this peace again after so long... too long. and I thank you for that.
oh! it rained during tuition today! :DDD
just You and I
Tuesday, November 3
last sunday (which was suppose to be Beyonce's concert day) I was told that Lee Minho was gonna be in sungei wang to promote etude house. knowing how my younger sister LOVES the drama he acted in - Boys Over Flowers - and how upset she was about Beyonce's postponed concert, I managed to pursue my parents to let us go see Lee Minho.
argh what a waste of time it was. I should've known better the management of the whole thing was bull but I let my hopes up anyway. security was crap, Lee Minho kept us waiting for hours and fans got into petty feuds due to limited space. seriously. we were all sweating and pushing and fighting just to get a glimpse of ONE human being and for what? just to sweat and push and fight more wtf. if it was a group which consisted of a few members then I understand lah. but this was just one smoking hot tall korean actor. why T_T
my sister was totally excited of the whole thing - even said I was the best sister in the whole wide world - but ughhh. I got so annoyed with the whole thing I just brought her to Pavilion to karaoke with me instead wtf. Lee Minho was only there for 20 minutes sumore. WHY T_T
my sister was totally excited of the whole thing - even said I was the best sister in the whole wide world - but ughhh. I got so annoyed with the whole thing I just brought her to Pavilion to karaoke with me instead wtf. Lee Minho was only there for 20 minutes sumore. WHY T_T
the whole time waiting for Lee Minho's appearance we managed to get a little space for us to gawk at the stage. but then this indonesian man came. THAT'S when it all started. well to cut it short - I burped at his face for being inconsiderate, perverted and smelly.
:)
:)
this was three hours before he appeared. uh-huh, THREE!
on stage.
eager, excited fans.
after Minho appeared, fans acted way too abruptly - with the screaming and the pushing - that one Sean Kingston-look-alike guard came in clamouring (especially to those leaning on the glass railings)
"nanti mati teruk jangan diri sini!! oi ah moi you pekak ke? oi oi NANTI MATI TERUK!!!"
hahahaha. he shoo-ed said indonesian male. yay. go sean kingston! :)
in the karaoke lol
poor baby. no beyonce and lee minho's thing was shit. well, in the future if things turn out as I wish them to be, she'll be having more access than anyone can ever give her. hopefully :)
왜 이렇게 난 자꾸 힘든데
the tap exam went much better than I expect it would. especially when the examiner chose one of JAMES MORRISON's song when we had to do free work (its the time where she'd give you sets of steps to do and you perform it) it felt as if luck was by my side :) I heart James Morrison more than I heart timtams okay now, THAT! means something. ekhem.supposedly there's this gig lined up for me this weekend but as for now I am so uncertain of the current situation the only thing I could do is just sit and wait. and wail over the fact that I am not there in the cinemas watching The Time Travelers Wife or Sherlock Holmes or This Is It. or that meatballs show sob.
my spm preparations are a bit too... goyang kaki-ish.
full with karaoke events, yes that.
and happily having nine hours of sleep a day when I should have noneeeee :(
기다리다 지친다?
oh really?
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