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Distractions.
Thursday, August 12
I didn't know where I was going, and I wasn't sure about what I was going to do when I've finally reach a destination. I kept driving, and driving. Following every familiar road while my mind spew out various ideas of things I could do if I went there. or there, or there. Every idea seemed perfect, if I was myself last year that is. But now I just wouldn't kill to do things alone like I used to. I knew I couldn't go home, not at that time anyway. Having your heart broken like that I knew I had to make a decision fast and stick to it. Plus the weather just loves being badass, the longing for an air-conditioned place got into an even higher intensity. So I parked, ran, and sat at a place that holds many memories in my heart.Two things that made my day that day - the lady who was the owner asked if I was a student, asked for my age and just when I started getting uncomfortable, she said I reminded her of her daughter. Then I heard her saying "ho leng ar" under her breath, which she then translated and said it to me in english before I left. Funny thing is, I felt nothing close to 'leng' that day. Puffy eyes from crying, bloatedness from PMS. Even if she was lying? It was sweet. At least I got to smile like an idiot for that few moments while walking back down to my car :)
The other? Two guys totally boosted my confidence even more. Such, is life.
This man is a genius. But why is his album not selling here :(
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