Sometimes it's inevitable to get so caught up with your undertaking we forget about the plans we had before this. Annoyance. Forgive me blogger, for you are my tool to release my anger and frustration. Who cares if I can't sleep tonight, I have Bruno Mars serenading me and it feels golden for I never have time for myself at all this month. Even falling asleep scares me because I know when I wake up I'll just keep doing the obligated, not the wanted. Sisters have been staying up most nights watching korean dramas and I envy them to no end. So much freedom. So young and gleeful. This is the first time I'm spending the entire holiday working. It still needs some getting used to obviously because I've been complaining about it way too much to my friends. and why Singapore suddenly so happening wan! Everyone has been holidaying to singapore happily shopping and getting tons of eye candy and eating lots of good and cheap ice-cream! sigh.

If I could keep loving you, I would.

but I didn't.

after this gig I'm quitting.