1. i'm glad that Timbaland's shock value 2 was worth buying. I am hooked with the nineth track - If We Ever Meet Again featuring Katy Perry. speaking of which, the story of her relationship and her ex-boyfriend so sad wan! boyfie, how Sara says it.

"so sach, any boyfie?"

"boyfie? whats.... oh! HAHAHAHAHAHA no"

boyfie is my new favourite word of the week, next to grizzly bear.

2. currently waiting for mom to make a move to go finish her errands. you see, she has a facebook account and all she does is play Bejeweled! how freakishly bizarre is that? she and her friends keep track on who's the pro and who's the n00b among themselves wtf... everyday the first thing I hear when I step into her room is the piu piu sound effects from said game haha sigh mummy...

3. my younger sister is now living off korean entertainment on the internet. it is crazy I tell you. her?? korean pop?? yeah right. whats worse, she spends the whole time at home sitting here staring and laughing at the screen. reminds me so much of myself when I was first introduced to it too and that's exactly my point! I don't want her to turn out like a korean freak like me!!! but, okay lah, atleast now I have her on my side when it comes to pursuing dad to go visit more of the asian countries of my choice (like Korea and Japan!!! LOVE!!!) instead of Europe! >:)

4. there's been a death in the opposite house. my neighbour's husband passed away from cancer few days ago, rest in peace Mr. Patches. God bless you and your family. you were always so smiley and bright, one of the friendliest people here in taman hijau. my family and I couldn't believe our eyes when we first came upon his obituary, until a friend called to confirm the unfortunate news. no wonder I don't see him in the evenings anymore, the time where Deanna would bug me till tomorrow to go accompany her go cycling. oh yeah, did you know my bicycle was stolen? by the previous security guard. who is now in India! GAH. I want my bike back :( do you know how hard it was to get that bike :( I haven't even cycle down that extremely steep hill with my hands up in the air yet! I should've seized the chance a long time ago, but when I was "practising" the brake was loose and I nearly fell into a drain. which was deep. and scary. and dark. for an acrophobic like me, I was traumatized ever since.

5. I just saw the profile of the students who my sister will be hosting this year... I couldn't stop snickering. what a beginning, eh sha? from my three years of experience, I was very lucky. to get such outgoing, friendly students. hopefully Hiroki and Kengo aren't as misanthrope as they look :p

6. yesterday this guy came to fix the CPU but omg, I couldn't stop laughing at the whole thing. he looks like my best friend's boyfriend, and the way he talks and gawks AND EVERYTHING is exactly like my best friend's boyfriend! as I swiftly passed him the glass of ice water I walked out holding my breath, because it'd be rude to just burst out laughing right!? sigh. it was an epic FAIL. as I walked in my room again I looked down most of the time, but in the middle of his conversation with my mom I just couldn't help it. I exploded wtf. it was so obvious I was laughing at him sumore, then what, laugh about the ice water meh. my mom smacked my arm but SHE LAUGHED ALSO wtf. sigh, Sue Yii, I'm sorry! your sing-a-long and dance-a-long really got to me!!! I blame you for this hitz.fm, you and that ridiculous pants on the ground skit! this guy will be back here in ten minutes sumore, I'd have to pinch myself hard before opening the door...

7. am appalled. I miss yous have been flying around so freely that it lost its prominence, its integrity. say it when you mean it, don't say it when you just wanna know if I fucked my life bad recently. cibai.

8. about the previous post, the baby I mean, we were gonna adopt a baby boy, naming him Aiden and welcoming him to our family with wide open arms. even if his birthday has no 18 in it, haha. we planned out everything perfectly and everyone was so excited in having him in our humble abode. he's such a brilliant baby, has big round eyes and a cute button nose. he responded to every of our silly baby mimicking sounds, haha I assumed he was very smart :p the look on my mom's face as she held him was priceless. I even jokingly said

"eh mi, pa, don't you feel like the next Brad Pitt and Angelina Jolie?"

everyone knew inside we were all ready and we all agreed. until the clinic called ofcourse. the money issue was brought forth yet again. we CAN give the money ofcourse, we HAVE the money, but when the intentions of the clinic is being questioned, how could we? judgemental it was not, but Aiden's pride had to come first. so there. if what the doctor said was true, then God bless you.

9. am not happy with the dvds I bought. I DEMAND A REFUND, MISTER YA-YA-SEMUA-GUARANTEE-CLEAR!

10. I thank God I can now see what a true ass you are ^_^

HOHO. said computer guy is here. okay Sachie, hold your breath and pinch yourself hard....
and is mom finished with her game -_-

I have been going back and forth to this page, backspacing and retyping then backspacing again. I've been at it for five hours, and in this five hours, I've realised something.

I am confused.

(haha I just came back btw, my fangirlism is at its best. so bear with me :p)

I don't know if you remember this, but a while ago I blogged about how much I love his So You Can Cry song. le sigh, that performance nearly left me in tears haha really didn't see that coming :)

I know that healing takes time

too much will be a mistake