That's the first thing that comes to mind every time I enlarge those thumbnails. like a song that ends with a beginning, but a beginning that forces each side to do the obligated, not the wanted. Nor what used to be.

It's a shame.

If it wasn't for the quaint and cuteness of the huckleberry cafe I wouldn't be voluntarily sitting here waiting in the cold. It is freezing. What makes it worse is that the internet connection here is really slow. The mocha I ordered is not subsiding my hunger & expected friends are stuck in traffic. I'm killing time by cleaning up my itunes and iphoto. Gah, I know I should've brought my novel along but who am I kidding. I'm in a freakin' cafe which is in a freakin' bookstore, I can just grab anything that interests me but I'm too lazy to do so and since I'm too egoistic to admit that I'm too lazy to do so, I'm pointing my fingers at my laptop. and my drink. and I kid you not when I say it is freezing.

So far I'm really enjoying this sem break. All this time given to spend with so many loved ones is really a blessing.

What's very frustrating is my stupid gastric problem -

1. I've been taking my meds (EVERY.FREAKIN.DAY. TWICE A DAY SUMORE)

2. I don't skip meals (LIKE A ROBOT. EAT ALSO GOTTA CHEW SLOWLY AND BREATHE PROPERLY)

3. I stopped drinking milk (I GAVE UP MY FAVORITE CEREAL OK WTF SUCH FAGGOTRY WHY. WHY ME.)

4. I have to control my caffeine intake (I NEEEEEEEED MY COFFEEEE FMLLLLLL I LOVE MY COFFEEEEEEE AAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH)

5. I drink plenty of water (I PEE SO MUCH YOU THINK GOING BACK & FORTH TO THE TOILET NICE AH)

and yet I still get attacks and every time it happens, it gets even worse. Excruciating (I AM GONNA DIE WILL YOU REMEMBER ME IF I DIE!?) How now brown cow?

그냥 웃지... 그냥 웃지... 그냥 웃지

웃자... 행복했던 내 어제 처럼.