slave the brain into knowing there will be no puddles of shame to be crossed tonight.
tune the heart to settle down in its pace, everything is gonna be alright.
allow them to roam free, let the minor setbacks pass without a second glance.
for we can only fathom serenity when we brave ourselves on giving it a chance.


I had to bear depressing updates this week, one after another, but I know it is all just a test. I even had a nasty fall a day before my gig at mezze. I was on my way out for rehearsals and I slipped and fell down the stairs. my left leg was folded inwards when I fell and it hurt so bad I sat there for 45 minutes just cringing in pain as my mom compressed ice on my shins. thankfully the show went splendidly well, I had a lot of fun thus it taking my mind off the saddening news. some things are really just out of your reach, your control, and sometimes all you're left with is by waiting patiently and making the best out of the time in that wait. "best" here is worthily defined as productivity that requires sacrificing sleep and constant positive-infused thoughts to refrain one from going insane haha. expectations are a taboo, let's not forget that either. whatever it is as long as I have my instant oldtown white coffee in classic, I am fine.

off to helping christine with her PI exam which is tomorrow! *thunder* 0 comments